Figuring out how I'm gonna do this little log... I guess I'll start with this week?
I have a psychiatrist appointment later this week, but really the most important thing I need to do is check on a referral for a rehumatologist. I've been meaning to do it but the symptoms are getting worse and things just fall out of my brain so easily. ADHD symptoms have been bad in particular, I told my mom it's like one giant game of Pong but each little thing is its own little ball. I think she gets it. But I haven't showered in... I don't rememeber. My face is super oily, even my hands are oily, and that's making sensory nonsense flare up too. I'm gonna shower today and then lay down until I recover well enough to get in the car and go to the store- I think part of my problem with feeling Overwhelmingly Nebulously Bad is I haven't had enough water cause the store has been out of the bottles, but the app says they have them. I guess if they don't I can drive into Terrell.
I know a wheelchair would be a help at this point- I need to ask for a referral to an OT, I think. But then also I need to find a closer second opinion doctor in general. White blood cell count has been high for... I think we can say a full year at this point? That and inflamation markers- I have a feeling my doctor is planning on the rehumatologist just taking care of it. So it'll depend on when I can get an appointment. If the appointment is in September I will wait but if it's in October or further out then I'll look for a doctor more around here and they'll be my second opinion. And then depending on what happens with all that will determine who I ask for an OT referral. Cause my store has motorized carts occasionally but Terrell literally never does cause there's like three and everyone out here is old, so I can't depend on always having access to one. And even with the rollator I can't walk that much without overheating or whatever my body is doing.
I don't know... too many things.